melissa2367

<p>I lost someone very very close to me Wednesday morning and this is the first time I havent been crying since I found out she is gone and I still cant process that Ill never see her or hear her voice again. I was hoping that getting in the studio tonight would take my mind away for a little while but under the songs and behind the smiles I am still dying inside. I dont know how to deal with this loss. I feel like my soul died with her. This is going to be a long healing process and I feel lost and dont even know where to start. </p>