SquirrelPower

<p>It is featured and today, I had an issue with a family member that just UGH... makes me realize why I’ve been in some of the relationships I’ve been in. Starting to see it more and more. I’m conditioned to certain mistreatment so it<em> seems</em> normal when honestly, it is not. 😖 At least I see it now. 🙏 Also relevant to much of the lyrics here. I missed the “one,” this song starts too quick for me. 😣</p><p><br></p><p>I love this song because it holds many special meanings to me. I love all of the lyrics. This song both reminds me of great times and bad times (with different people though). I've been through the ringer with the "wrong situation," for many years and even though quite a bit of time has passed, still a little bit traumatized from it, honestly. </p><p><br></p><p>So many things have been a lie of the heart, mind and soul. I relate to every bit of these lyrics. Particularly "Some love is just a lie of the soul, a constant battle for the ultimate state of control." <span style="color: rgba(38, 38, 40, 0.9);">😖 </span>Man, just really exhausting being involved with someone that thinks everything is a challenge to them and insists this is the reality, despite any proof, it is not. Can't win, even when you're willing to lose, that's how crazy it was. <span style="color: rgba(38, 38, 40, 0.9);">😖</span></p><p><br></p><p>My favorite way to relate to this song though, is how it is a symbol for me, of my lifelong friendship with ZedArkadia. 💕</p><p><br></p><p>Z, you are the most beautiful “emotional girl.” 💕 hehehe 😆 I totally thought “hmm... Z IS an emotional girl when I sang that line.” 😆 You know what I mean, you are the most emotional girl in the best way. Exactly as how I'm the manliest man, in the best way.</p><p><br></p><p>Z, you are the best of humanity and it’s such a fucking honor to know you think that of me (even if you hittin' the alkie when you said it), I know you meant it. 💕</p>