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IM TOO SICK TO GET ON ANYMORE. I DONT KNOW IF OR WHEN I WILL BE BACK. SO MANY HURTS ATTACHED TO THIS PLACE. ITS SO HARD FOR ME WHEN MY LIFE HAS BEEN DESTROYED AND THE ONE WHO DID IT GOES ON WITH NO THOUGHT OR CARE TO HOW SHE BREAKS A PERSONS SOUL. I HAVE NO REAL REASON TO BE HERE ANYMOE. I LOST MY HOME, CAR, ANYTHING I HAD OF VALUE WAS SOLD OR PAWNED. THE MUSIC I LOVED SO MUCH HAS BEEN RUINED, IT WAS USED AND ABUSED TOO. SONGS SUNG TO ME, PLAYED WHILE WE WERE TOGETHER HOLDING EACH OTHER NOW ARE JUST TO PAINFUL TO HEAR SO THIS IS NOT THE PLACE FOR ME. THANK YOU SS FRIENDS I WILL MISS YOU. IM TIRED OF SAYING THIS I DONT CARE WHAT SHE IS DOING.!!!! LET HER LIE TO AND WITH ANYONE SHE WANTS!!!!! ITS NONE OF MY CONCERN!!!! I DONT CARE WHAT SHE PUTS ON HER PROFILE LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE A LIMITED TIME IF AND WHEN I COME HERE I JUST WANT TO SING A LITTLE. I DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TIME FOR ACTION!! +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I FEEL SO GUILTY EACH MORNING THAT I WAKE. SO MANY HAVE LOST THEIR FIGHT FOR LIFE AND WOULD WANT TO BE HERE WITH THIER FRIENDS AND FAMILY. HERE I JUST WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES FOREVER THIS IRONY BRINGS SO MUCH SADNESS AND PAIN. IN AND OUT OF HOSPITOLS AND NO LONGER FIGHTING FOR LIFE IF I COULD GIVE YOU ANGELS MY TIME HERE I WOULD.
I LEARNED SOMETHING TODAY. MY LAPTOP DEPENDING ON WHICH ROOM AND INSIDE OR OUTSIDE OF THE HOUSE PICKS UP THE NEIGHBORS IP'S AS WELL AS MY SON'S. SO I GET TO HAVE ALL KINDS OF ACCESS TO THE INTERNET. THAT REMINDS ME MY NEIGHBOR MR WOODS WILL NO LONGER BE HELPING ME ON HERE SO GETTING TO THOSE PM'S MAY TAKE ME LONGER SOMETIMES. ************************************************************************************** NO IM NOT GAY~~~NO IM NOT BI~~~I WAS JUST CHARMED INTO A RELATIONSHIP, THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LORD HAVE MERCY HOW CAN I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID TO GIVE MY HEART AND SOUL TO SOMEONE YEARS AGO, OH WELL THATS WHERE IT WILL RESIDE FOR ALL ETERNATY. ALL I WANTED WAS FOR SOME ONE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ME. MY ONLY MARRIGE BEGAN WITH A LIE AND ENDED IN VIOLENCE. THIS LAST RELATIONSHIP WHICH MADE ALL KINDS OF PROMISES TO BE DIFFERENT OH WELL WHEN I MADE MY COMMITMENT I GAVE MY ALL. I ONLY WANTED TO BE LOVED. IT IS OBVIOUS NOW THAT LOVE IS NOT FOR ME. I HAVE BEEN ALONE MOST OF MY LIFE AND I WILL SURVIVE ALONE. THERE IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS MY HEART AND I DONT HAVE ONE TO GIVE. I'VE BEEN LEFT A BITTER, JADED, B###H!!!!!!!! WELL I M TO BE PUBLISHED THIS YEAR AND WITH OR WITHOUT ANYONE IN MY LIFE, I WILL GO ON!!!!! I SURVIVED THE YEAR SO FAR EVEN THOUGH I WOULD HAVE REALLY RATHER NOT HAVE DONE SO!!!!!!!!!! I DONT GET TO SING MUCH ANYMORE I HAVE SO MANY RESPONSIBILITIES THAT PULL ME IN EVERY DIRECTION. ITS NICE TO KNOW THAT MY SS FRIENDS THINK OF ME AND MISS ME. YOUR THE GREATEST! BIG BEAR HUGS FOR YOU ALL. PLEASE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK AND PUT YOUR PIC BELOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ----------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------- MY GRANDDAUGHTERS KOLLEEN, ELLEXIUS, KENDALL PLEASE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK AND PUT YOU PIC BELOW!!!!!!!!!