Tears In Heaven
Showing recordings that were created recently for the song "Tears In Heaven" by Eric Clapton. The recordings are sorted by date. Click the year links to view recordings for a specific year.
Audio Recorded by Rutly in the Style of Eric Clapton.
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Survivor Bonus This is really hard for me, I am a private person and don't want to get into details. I have read some of the stories and and am inspired by the strength that you all have shown. My story has no inspirational message, maybe some strength although I don't ever really feel strong , but mostly it's just sad. What i survived is the loss of a child, my baby girl and though it's been 22 yrs since, it is always a part of me. Like an old wound, some days it's fine and everything is good, but others it just hurts like hell. It is a hurt that taints a lot of joyful moments.When I see milestones in the lives of my nieces and nephew, like graduation, or going to colllege, getting a drivers license it makes me so happy and proud for them. However it creeps into my mind that those are things my baby never got to experience, and since we were never able to have another child I will never be able to be a part of special moments like those. Mind wonders what would her voice sound like, would she laugh like her mother, which is one of my favorite sounds in the world, and warms my heart whenever I hear it. Would she sing or play music like me? I will never know, and that hurts. I chose the song Tears In Heaven because I love the idea of seeing her again. However if i am being totally honest here, and I do not mean to challenge anyones beliefs, I have serious doubts about that. My faith was shaken to the core and I have never recovered it. The hardest I ever prayed was for my baby girl's life, and to spare my wife the pain of losing her, to no avail. I felt like laying down and dying, but then I came to a realization. I needed to survive, because if I didn't no one would remember her. She would be just fade away from people's consciousness as if she'd never been, but as long as I live, so will she, in my heart if no where else.....