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In the Style of Rockwell
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On Sept 4... my precious Cammie girl breathed her last breath as I held her in my arms... trying, unsuccessfully, to keep myself calm for her as she fell asleep for the last time. She would have been 12 yrs old on Sept 9. I sit here... nearly 2 months later, crying, even as I share this. I have NEVER hurt so deeply...losing my "forever baby"... it has shaken me to the core of my being- causing changes in me for the rest of my life. Every day, I guess, is a little better. I don't want to say the pain is less.. b/c it's not. Perhaps my ability to cope with that pain is growing stronger. I only cry on the inside now ... most of the time when I think of her. But, I truly never thought I would sing again when she died. It took weeks. I did not sing a note after I lost my little Miss Priss... until the night I sang this song. I was going to delete it... but when I watched it again.. beyond the sadness and the tears, I see the depth of the love that I will always have for my "Poppit"... and I just couldn't delete that. However, I figured, if I'm gonna leave my "guts" out here for everyone to see, there should also be an explanation included. This is for my sweet Cameo Love.. a/k/a Cammie... and for anyone who has loved and lost a precious little four legged, furry child, as have I. Hugs n blessings! Stacey 10-31-12