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Bear50LEVEL 97

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Went to Dr. was retested it said "Negetive" but I do have COVID now I'm quarentined*sighs*

My Song: Heaven's Lines

( As I sit Here I'm looking up to the Night Skies.
counting the stars and praying Your doing fine.

I'm sorry I didn't get the chance to say "I Love You".
To Much Fighting between us.. Did You love me too?

(Hello Mom I'm calling on Heaven's Lines. I finally got thru, ya it's been along long time.
I wanted to call and tell You "I Miss You". I'll call again soon...Here On Heaven's Lines.)

What do You do up there? I hear it's really nice.
Did You think Of Me, was I even on Your Mind?

I forgive you mom, I even know the answer "WHY?"
I could feel Your pain..When You forever closed Your Eyes.

(Hello Mom I'm calling on Heaven's Lines. I finally got thru, ya it's been along long time. I wanted to call and tell You "I Miss You" I'll call again soon.. "Here On Heaven's Line.. I'll call again soon Here on Heaven's Line. I'll call again soon.. Here On Heaven's Lines)

This is a Song I wrote in Loving Memory of My Mom.. the Song is intitled "Heavens Lines"

(don't forget to get your Kleenex boxes when you hear this song*lol* as my mom would of laughed about that comment)

Today is the Anniversary Date of When She shot Herself and took Her Own Life.

If Your close by I would love to see You fly past my window and let me know*S* so about 5 minutes later there's the Little Yellow Butterfly flying past my window*S* I knew it was My Mom's Spirit letting me know She is Here with ME....ever since the first time the butterfly flew by it has been going past my window ever since.....

((((wow My Eyes just watered up........... I've been looking outside and there was this beautiful butterfly flying around, it was a pretty YELLOW one......and I said out loud..........."Hi Mom....if that's You would You fly by again"? a few minutes later.........the butterfly flew past*S*............and I said once again............"Mom if that's really You would You fly by CLOSE across my window"? about 4 minutes went by and the butterfly flew CLOSE across my window letting me know that it was Really Mom*HUGS* and it Validated what I had just asked*S* I had to share that with You.... if You remember My Song I did for Her on Mother's Day, it was a video .. I had made a Christmas ornament in My "SURVIVORS OF SUICIDE Class" and it had a butterfly on it....when I saw it flying outside......I knew it was My Mom letting me know She is always here....

It just flew by my window again*grins* I looked up and said ""Hi Mom" it flew by my window yesterday too*S* I told Her........"are You gonna do another of Your "flybys" CLOSE across my window again? About 3 minutes later the butterfly came across my window at CLOSE range...........

I just wanted to share this with My Friend*S*)))))

((Thank You for Your Comments and Listens they are Much Appreciated)))

.....this is in Loving Memory Of My Mom(Her Name is CARMEN) She took Her gun and Shot Herself and Took Her Own Life on July 30th,1999..just 2 weeks after My 39th Birthday.. She was 67 When She Died. The Night after She Died She came to me while I was asleep.. I turned My Head and there was My Mom.. I will never forget the words She told me.. She said...."You don't need to cry for me anymore, this is where I belong and where I need to be.. I'm much more happier now". Before I could say anything My Mom was gone and I woke up and Cried...... We Were Never Close but She is My Mom...I Never got the chance to say Goodbye or I Love You To Her.... and that's something I have to deal with everyday. I know "WHY" She took Her Life, and I do "Forgive" You Mom.........I know Your up in Heaven and Happy Now...

.........I LOVE YOU MOM....... and even tho My Kids arn't with me.. they are with their Adopted Familys I'm Sorry You never gotten the chance to see Your Grand Daughter and Grand Son....One Day We Will All See Each Other Again...


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Me_JoyceLEVEL 111

Comment by Me_JoyceGOLD

Listening..

Bear50LEVEL 97

Comment by Bear50SNAP-STAR

Went to Dr. was retested it said "Negetive" but I do have COVID now I'm quarentined*sighs*

hi Joyce*hugs*

kimsullivan7LEVEL 95

Comment by kimsullivan7PATRON

TODAY IS THE ANNIVERSARY OF MY DADS DEATH, 2 YEARS AGO...IT'S A HARD THING TO DEAL WITH..I AM SORRY THAT IT HAPPENED THE WAY IT DID...PRAYING...

Me_JoyceLEVEL 111

Comment by Me_JoyceGOLD

Bless your heart, my dear friend.. I had to have my Kleenex.. This is so beautiful, Bear.. I know your Mom is listening and smiling too.... My prayers to you.. I sure loved this Bear.. Many******************s, "love it's" and prayers... Lotsa hugs, Joyce

GbunnyLEVEL 44

Comment by Gbunny

This was a beautiful song and I am sure your Mom is smiling down on you now. Hugs.

Bear50LEVEL 97

Comment by Bear50SNAP-STAR

Went to Dr. was retested it said "Negetive" but I do have COVID now I'm quarentined*sighs*

Thanks everyone for Your Comments and listens*S*

angels-among-usLEVEL 78

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BEAUTIFUL MF
AND YOUR MOM IS WATCHING OVER YOU

angels-among-usLEVEL 78

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Bear God Bless You My Sweet Friend and what an amazing tribute to your Mom It was so Heart Felt and inspirational!!!! Big Hugs From Ol_max here in BC!!! Max

Bear50LEVEL 97

Comment by Bear50SNAP-STAR

Went to Dr. was retested it said "Negetive" but I do have COVID now I'm quarentined*sighs*

Thanks Max*HUGS*

cannotsing24LEVEL 108

Comment by cannotsing24SNAP-STAR

Thanks to everyone for listening,,,,

HELLO MDF,,,THAT IS A BEAUTIFUL DEDICATION GOD BLESS FOR SHARING WITH US,,,SHIRLEY

--AItaliaBella--LEVEL 105

Comment by --AItaliaBella--GOLD

BE GRATEFUL IN YOUR AFFLICTIONS REMEMBER OUR SAVIOR JESUS THE CHRIST K <3 A & KJR.

Brilliant.....Very moving lyrics surely, she is smiling and cheering you up right now... AWESOME rendition!!!!!!

mysticaldreamsLEVEL 54

Comment by mysticaldreamsGOLD

Awesome tribute to your mom! it! *********s to you!

starsearchLEVEL 107

Comment by starsearchGOLD

A very beautiful song Bear. I know she loves it as well as I do here today.

Yep! Tears for the sadness of the loss. I wish you'd placed the lyrics in here. I couldn't make out the very end of the sentence. Heaven's Vine? Is that right?

I listened to you and I understand your feelings. I miss my mom too. She didn't take her life but she did give up life. She was so unhappy and depressed and she felt alone. I know when she died she was unhappy. After my dad died she couldn't cope with life. They were a perfect couple that were true blue and loyal to the end. Their love was so beautiful and the only thing wrong was that she was Co-Dependant on dad. She did not want to live after he died. Really sad and I have miss her so much. My mom and dad were true Christians and lived the life. Beautiful parents!

I hope your mom found her peace and is resting with the Lord now and no more tears.

God Bless You! Loved your song! It is precious and the feeling is priceless.

Love ya my friend,

Mar

lilAddyLEVEL 74

Comment by lilAddyGOLD

Hi sweetie
Here listening
I know it's gonna be a beautiful heartfelt one!

lilAddyLEVEL 74

Comment by lilAddyGOLD

Oh honey even though your mom is no longer here in the material world she is surely smiling from up above at her beautiful loving daughter.
This is so beautiful !!!!! Loving my listen!

Bear50LEVEL 97

Comment by Bear50SNAP-STAR

Went to Dr. was retested it said "Negetive" but I do have COVID now I'm quarentined*sighs*

Thanks Everyone*S*

lilAddyLEVEL 74

Comment by lilAddyGOLD

You're right, even though a person's life wasn't all they wished it to be it's a wonderful thing to celebrate it always. Carmen is with the lord now and living another type of life but she is still alive!

lilAddyLEVEL 74

Comment by lilAddyGOLD

You outdid yourself with your guitar for sure! True talent. You really reached all of our hearts with your singing, lyrics and melody. Loved loved loved it!
it's a true original!
Hitting your LIB tonight!
#7
HUGGLES

~Addy~

NannyNancyLEVEL 67

Comment by NannyNancyGOLD

Hi Bear, What a beautiful tribute to your Mom. Yes, I needed my box of tissues and I feel for you. A child is your child no matter what they turn out to be....you love them unconditionally. I am glad that she has found peace and you know that she is looking down on you. (((((((((Bear))))))))) I love you g/f ! Beautifully done !
Hugsssssss
Nancy