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In The Style Of Birdy
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Before I met my husband I was in a 5 and 1/2 year relationship with someone who was, technically, my "first" love. Because of this, our relationship was very intense at the beginning and I felt as though I would have died without him in my life... yes, just like a teenager. ;0) However, after about the first 3 years of our relationship I began to realize that we weren't meant to be together... there was something missing... I wasn't sure what it was exactly but I had lost that intense longing that I had for him in the beginning. Despite those feelings, I made myself stay because I knew that love wasn't always about intense feelings, lots of romance and rainbows and unicorns... and didn't want to give up the relationship because it was all I had known for a very long time... I didn't know how to start over and live my life without him... basically, I was a chicken s**t. When it finally ended about 2 and 1/2 years later, he was ultimately the one who had ended it. That was probably one of the most heart wrenching events I have ever had to go through in my romantic life (so far). Looking back it's hard for me to even remember that feeling of longing I had in the beginning for him but it still made an impact on my life in such a profound way that I KNEW it was meant to be when I met my husband... and I am thankful for the experience. This song is all about losing your love for someone and trying to hold on to what isn't meant to be... trying to make it last another year... but realizing that you need to break free of it. The love in itself, while it is love, doesn't have much to it... it's skinny. It took me a while to realize that in my previous relationship... now I don't know how I could have MISSED it... Vocal Layer: http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/cf8c185ce