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May is Lyme Disease Awareness month

SteveJr64's real name is Steve jr Jourdain. Steve jr is located in Ontario / Canada and has been a SingSnap member since February 13, 2012. He has a total of 546 public recordings that have been viewed 81,863 times.

HELLO TO YOU FRIENDS I KNOW AND THOSE I HAVE YET TO MEET SINGING IS WHAT I HAVE LOVED SINCE I COULD TALK AND IT IS NOW MY PASSION ON HERE. I PLAY GUITAR AS WELL. I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR AWHILE AND HAVE MET WONDERFUL SINGERS ON HERE. SINGING IS NOW WHAT ALLOWS ME TO ENJOY AND LIVE LIFE IN THE MOMENT. IT IS AN ESCAPE, I HAVE LYME DISEASE, FOUR YEARS NOW
IM A SINGLE FATHER OF 3 KIDS, ..MY BABY, KAITLYN 16, MILES 21, AND TYLER 23~~~THANK YOU SO MUCH IF YOU LISTEN AND COMMENT ..MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND GETS MORE DIFFICULT WITH ISSUES DUE TO LYME DISEASE. IT DOES NOT TAKE AWAY MY JOY IN LIFE, MUSIC IS MY SAVIOUR FROM PAIN, MY REPRIEVE, AS ARE MY OTHER CREATIVE OUTLETS

Trying to justify
Lost as if at sea
No horizon no marker
Why now this is me
A burden a darkness
Cry foul in the void
Done so blind vigour
Those I love I annoyed
Fate can be unkind
If the truth be so told
Strike without reason
Expose where hides cold
Trying to justify
I'm embarrassed to see
unwilling to admit
That I'm no longer me
I do understand what
Discomfort that is felt
For I find no blame
For that I been dealt
Wave upon wave
My vessel is tossed
A pitiful shell
In a fog I am lost
Still in me hope
Without I've no fight
Help me hang on
Your love is my light
By Steve Jourdain Jr(June 8 2017)
I have a few songs on YouTube
My name is LymerSteve

Fool's Fool
I do know I am worth
though many don't see
a spilled afterbirth
misfortune to just me
alone I am practiced
art thrust upon child
now as Lyme latticed
from work in the wild
colder are the longer
lonely pain filled night
longer is the wronger
as I lie out of sight
reach a desperate hand
I grasp lesser only air
cry out across the land
it seems fewer even care
never would've believed
such crime happen twice
my demise both relieved
that would thaw the ice
yet I am one of so many
but not many close here
this story same as any
way too invisible I fear
like them lost relation
I'm better off it seems
an afterthought dilation
I'm better off in dreams
even in fog and in pain
dreams I answer to none
that peace in my brain
my burdened down to one
gone for awhile a time
need not prove or justify
I can forget about Lyme
then wake it was all a lie
like that horsefly or bee
you dove away from and hid
to surface it waits for me
and I'll never ever be rid
~~Steve Jourdain (April1/2018)

Pain To Dust
Sometimes a hit more often a miss
Words are same as blowing of kiss
It matters to me not who sees now
Spend a moment I shall to you bow
My expression my canvass now mine
Pray it endures as finely as wine
My motive my kids can one day see
The soul the pain that this is me
Seems this is misfortune inspired
This now is how my brain re-wired
I've no medicine to endure I must
Make a mark before I turn to dust
whether music or prose it is seed
Expression the ways fufill a need
Caption a snapshot live beyond me
Finally from pain I shall be free
~~~~~~~~~S.Jourdain Jr (April 5/18)~~~~~~~~~
May 1..sick so I wrote this:
the incline unrelenting yet onward i climb
carry me to the mountain if you be so kind
but the Plains are vast horizontally steep
my journey is bogged my crawl barely creep
each challenge a mountain far is each base
upon reaching its shadow look up to a face
pause in amazement i have reached the wall
but now i must rest feebly a risk the fall
slowly in pain i rise to my hands and knee
ponder if this final ascent will i be free
each muscle each fiber screams out in pain
herein the battle without aid seems insane
yet i must guard against incentive to quit
i must go forth never surrendering any bit
the rocks give way as i vow to gain ground
yet each effort paradoxically up i am down
the horrors a given as i pay for each step
yet so many downplay the struggles i crept
i get to the top and the sun burns my eyes
like so many times before a summit of lies
cast myself off the cliff to another plain
behold distant mountains can i climb again

DREAMS/ by: Steve Jourdain Jr
(June 21, 2018)
should i write each resonating word
to this fight teach and yet unheard
will i dance well enough to save me
still chance felled rough shamed be
nestled within my meanings are deep
wrestles begin if weaning off sleep
settle now in and search in my tale
kettles begin burned lurch you wail
i ride on a train no other on board
cried i am sane please now my sword
give it back the mine long ago lost
live my track time wrong at no cost
will i write bit so that i say live
kill on sight wit is all i may give
save me now for can you see my pain
wave me down before free and insane
look into my soul deep into my eyes
no book to control weep at all lies

Christmas 2018/////
hi Carolyn Life is sweet and I hope
your Christmas warm and blessed
may the love of a mother to a son
be the foundation holiest our nest
may the brightest star arc so upon
as it guided the honorable to heed
then may it now light prayers vigils
never have man been in such need
the greatest of all sons will now be
the teaching lesson humility to rise
for the then Kings now bowed then
but to say they now do are only lies
this great King we herald your birth
so the savior's quest can now begin
for this world once again must seek
true meaning love and rise now win
~~merry christmas & God Bless You~
~~by Sjourdain jr~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Give someone with Lyme hope by understanding and belief
Just so little to do should surely bring smiling relief
Perhaps there are times I have not seemed like I should
And days and nights shrouded under the cover of my hood
Instead of the wide berth afforded to too much of us so
Give the Love of of those who Love not wanting us to go
Forever much pain forced to march like the walking dead
Who would've ever think it could be the doctors I dread
We lie in our beds and beat ourselves black to the core
Why is this now happening in the dark stare at our door
The flashing lights harken traumas nobody will ever fix
Desperately seeking help from dim screen internet picks
Because it is May and for the month try shine our light
Shed and share into what exactly how now is this plight
No need to dress it here do you only see us at our best
No encounter is garanteed without many attempts at rest
My wish list is too much but if i were only down to one
To never need a month like this again and be in the sun
~~~~~~~~~~~~~May is Lyme Disease Awareness Month 2019~~
~~~~~by S Jourdain Jr

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